2 posts tagged “anxiety”

Look at these great hair ties I bought today!!!!

I was alone in the office almost all day with the kitties! Ok, not all day, but for a few hours with pepper and miso, the kittens. i should get pictures of them!

it was also one of the most stressful days ever, what with

So i need to organize some stuff, and chill out, and slow things down a bit. I'll go to Disney, see if I get these jobs, and THEN i will worry about subletting my room, and renting down there.

i'm also applying for teaching jobs at Full Sail University? yeah, the don't even require a Bachelor's! just three years of profesh experience...ok ok, so i haven't had 3 FULL years, but for the last 3 years, i'd say i've had a fair amount professional experience for someone my age!

our upstairs shower was cascading down into feinbo's bedroom, but when the water dude came by at 9 or 9:30 apparently, i apparently didn't hear his apparent buzz. so chaos ensued, i had to cancel my social worker appointment and eventually Mario came by...no, he's not the plumber, as you would expect, he's our landlord...wonderful guy, but oy i was stressed out for like, 2 hours

now i'm just back to the regular to do list my life has become...

1. One Glass Productions, and the exciting tale of the Promo/Fundraising Video (click on Dumbotv...it is to raise funds for said linkable venture for which I create the aforementioned promo video) [hehe promo looks like porno]

2. Grad School Applications

3. GRE Prep

4. Am I moving down to Florida?

AN ADDENDUM to number 4

well, since sylvie's really the only one that reads my blog regularly, and she already knows this pretty much, this'll be mostly for me...

so i miss Dylan. like, a lot. like thinking about him every minute of the day and knowing that i should be with him kind of a lot. ok, maybe not every minute. a lot of minutes, i'm thinking about puppies or cupcakes or how fabulous my apartment is, or how i want a new MacPro so I can become a successful and rich editor. but most minutes...and any other minutes, he's at least on the big back burner.

hehe. i dunno though, puppies and cupcakes are my two favorite things

but yes, so the deal is this: i'm on my lease until July. I've wanted this situation since the day adam and adam and adam and alex moved into this place. it has been my DREAM to be roommates with two of the coolest dudes i know named adam...hehe, but seriously I love my living situation right now.

that being said, i still don't really care for living in nyc...brooklyn is different, in both good (it's not manhattan thank god oh thank god) and bad (why is it such a pain in my ass to get to manhattan!?) ways, but nyc still isn't my fave flave...not a "real" city person, who knew? the chi is pretty good, and san fran (but too expensive) and boston i guess, but not new york...not really...but all my FRIENDS are here, obv, and although i probably saw bill and sean more often when i WAS in florida, it's still really good to be near them enough heh heh

but for serious...i want that life in Florida...whatever it is, whether it be working at some disney call center, or doing video tech for the new American Idol Experience, or being a fackin' Fairy Godmother in Training at the bibbidi bobbidi boutique, but i wanna work there, so i can go to my favorite place in the whole world whenever i want for free...

and so i can be next to Dylan all the time...literally. the townhouse i wanna move into is the one next to Dylan's...our bedrooms share a little overhang roof so we can climb out our windows and watch the Magic Kingdom fireworks together.

now i know you just threw up a little in your mouths (don't worry, me too) it's totally true in all it's cheesily romantic and very disney-esque glory...i love that guy and our sappy disney relationship!!!!! i just want to yell it from on top of a mountain! 

But i didn't have a mountain, i had a newsroom and a camera...